Sunday, December 24, 2006

Iv been playing computer, watching TV, and listening to music-My Chemical Romance mostly, bought the 3rd mcr CD and MCR life on the murder scene which cost 27 dollars plus...hmm, verry ex..so i and my sis shared the money. Completely nuts about mcr, something like mcr phase during the 1/2 months of holiday. THEY ROCK MA WORLD OOOWW!!....^^
Until now...im still playin com-Gunz yeah! got a clan! yeah! Half-Naked! yeah! im almost pro! yeah! killed the clan master! yeah!
My house, whats wrong with my house? oh yea my family painted the whole house. blue for my room, green for my sis, white for parents room, white for living room and yellow for dining room...kinda gave it a punk look to it! no lah not very.
NEWS FLASH! i stopped typing at the "no lah not very." part because it was dinner time. Eating while hearing the drums beat and music playing from next block void deck which we thought it was for a wedding ceremony. Then we heard people shouting and sounds of whips! my mom immediatly said tt they were in trance, OoOo i was excited AAHHH! 1st time seeing a trance NEARby LIVE!!! too excited, i took a video cam and started recording and HAHA i coudn't help myself to realize tt me, MYSELF, I! was IN TRANCE ALSO! lol just joking lah i think i wouldn't even dare to do these kind of shit...just wanna raise u people's excitement. make ur cruiousity run WILD! AAAHHH!...?!?!? WOOO!...?!?!? oh **** maybe i am in trance O.o!
another news flash, but this time maybe not so good flash...news, holiday is ending soon aw so sad *sob* *sob*.
ANOTHER NEWS FLASH! im gonna stop typing here.



Thursday, December 14, 2006

Wow...so long neve3r post, everyday busy playing GunZ(Now tt im pro, nobody can stop me!!!MUAHAHAHAH!) Ooph! i sounded so geeky. yea as i was saying, playing gunz everyday and therfore no time to post or dun want to post but since some of my frens kept nagging, why so long nvr post AH...i already got my mom nagging all the way and now this! uh i give up lah just took some time to type something like this for my naggy frens to read this......crap. Oh yea i went to genting highlands last sat to this tuesday, ill tell more "details" on the next post when im free bye for now



Tuesday, November 21, 2006

What i have been drawing lately... :D









Thursday, November 16, 2006

Hey! it has been a long time since i blogged, u know why?!? maybe some fo my frends will noe but m still gonna tell u, 14 till to today, 16 went to chalet. I loved it, although it was quite boring, it was the only time whr we can get social with each other for few days until next yr. frankly speaking the whole chalet thing would be very boring and dead without the playstation2 syarir brought, and the ps2 games pei wen brought we gotta thx them, mostly would be boys of coures. and cycling during afternoon and night time, i think we made a record of cycling maybe few kilometres in and around pasir ris park, i was amazed how we actually did some teamwork for example, we cycled in pairs in a row and 1 ring to slowdown 2 rings to stop and more than 3 rings to CHIONG! normally i wouldnt see these kind of teamwork among most of boys and caring for each other...does this sound gay?, yea caring as in always stick together when one of our frens, Noel, got ankle sprain or twisted or something so gotta stop and wait for him, although he insisted on being MANLY and MACHo, telling us to go without him, and it was late at night! 1st day was alright quite fun,2nd day was boring and evening or night time some boys went to the girls side of the chalet, 2 units one for boys one for girls, and yea they went thr but not me of coures because they went thr for...i think u noe lah, hanging out with girls watch chinese horror movie although it was not scary quite stupid and some drinking beer, hmm. somebody told me one of the boys not gonna be specific to respect his privacy, slept on a girl's lap...WOOPH! 3rd day, packing up, played abit more ps2 and checked out, took jason's father's mini bus home, so for this got to say thx to min chuen for got to mention him for fetching us with his father's van, jason, peiwen and syarir for giving us a pleasurable chalet, tytyty ok tts all for now im quite sleepy and i gtg bye!



Monday, November 13, 2006

Everybody, lets say happy happy yeepe hurray for tmr, whats on tmr, do u noe?!?!?, well a bunch of frens and i are going to chalet for 3 days "WoooOO, Ahhhh!". 3 days without computer :'( but somebody said thrs gonna be xbox or playstation 8-O!
Venue: costa sands pasir ris. Date: 14 to 16 nov. Yay go chalet! so fun!...but what to do thr...hmmm...hmmm



Tuesday, November 07, 2006

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Monday, November 06, 2006

I have a cleft, got through alot of pain, sufferings and enduring through a row of surgeries to fix me every month or few years. Now its all over, only one more surgery, i thought tt will be the last of it, thinking that ill have a better life. At least trying to make things easier and not getting stress over anything, bring happy most of the time, tt was what i would like.....was. Then, it all just took a minor wind to blow it away, just disappearing right before me. Wow its all the same, its like time is able to reverse itself and bringing back all the feelings tt were unwanted for, why...if we can do tt, reversing time, why cant we undo our mistakes...oh yea of coures everybody says tts impossible tts why it wont happen.
Watching other ppl have all the luck, the wealth, the brains, everything happens exactly right where they want it. PSLE, studied hard for it, got a remarkable score, for me it was hard, i tried, got A for chinese, my lousiest, subject...A, the rest, B. Of coures i was happy...very, confirming myself tt my father would buy me something i wanted, xbox, answer "No",...ook, playstation?, answer "No"...i was abit dissapointed, so went on to suggesting PC games, and i was surprise! my father was quite reluctent, want to buy?, or not to buy. In the end bought it, ok i was happy, after knowing, other ppl, (not trying to be specific), got what?....xbox, my 1st choice, and then the kind of feeling i never wanted to have, heat rushing from my heart to my head, my eyes getting warmer, then i tried to keep it cool and ask why, questioning myself. These kind of situation happens to me alot of times, as always i asked why. Till a later date, maybe recently, i changed to asking why to myself or other ppl to,looking up and asking why, "Why do u give me this life, this soul, this brain, how come other ppl have a better brain, genius, just need to study abit to get good results, why pick me to suffer WHY?!?!? Keeping calm, tts y so many ppl, teachers think im a good boy, good boy? Im always gd since young, others before self, always these kind of good routine, why am i doing this good stuff what good did i get in return? last time primary 1 i was small so neat so good kind to others, nope no good stuff happened to me i prayed, then i got bullyed? why? frankly speaking i would kill tt bully now if Id see him the anger of being good, wanna be bad, wanna kill him. AW how sad u cant kill its the FUKIN law kill him u get killed in jail, the karma. dam it. All the good, convincing me to change back to a good kid, if i were bad i would say, how pathetic tt man is trying to convince me. There will be no gd ending for this post i cant think of any "GOOD" ending.